Entrepreneurialism is a psychological affliction
You really have to
be quite crazy to leave the cushy and plush working environment of an
established corporate or government department to become an entrepreneur.
To go against
conventional wisdom and advice to start something with no certainty of a future
– let alone income potential to sustain you; where people actively and to your
face wonder about your sanity. “How can such a promising person be so stupid”
or “How can you be so foolish” or many other similar statements.
When I took the
leap, I was well on my way to rising within the Department of Science and
Technology in Pretoria. They had offered me the position of Assistant Director
(No idea, about the title) at the tender age of 26. I still have the letter to
decline this offer – I must admit over the years when things got more than I
can bare, I sometimes wondered about that letter and how life could have been
had I not sent it and just reported to my new designation.
With only FAITH as
your north star and a dream as your guiding light – the affliction pushes you. Never having been motivated by money, these
negative thoughts were few and far between. Looking back and analysing reasons
for leaving a plush job with guarantees of growth, income and annual increases
– it all boils down to, making a meaning contribution to the world.
All I have ever
wanted to do is positively influence the world, make things better and improve
Africa. And of course make money while living out this dream.
Like all journeys in
life, it has not been an easy task – all those who have walked their individual
journey before me will also attest the same. Then why persist when so many will
tell you it is a hard and arduous journey full of perilous obstacles and
prospect for failure.
The simple answer to it is - cause you cannot do otherwise. No amount of pain is worse than not trying, not living your dream, not going for it. This is truly a craziness.
If you didn't follow your crazy dream then you would have to follow someone else's. Well done to sticking to your guns!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Felicity - greatly appreciated. It is true what you say, we all have choices to make, hard ones, to follow your dream or that of another.
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